my mind feelin rather chaotic :(

actually im feelin sad, seriously i feel

unsecure w/ dem...

but im happy.

but..u c i happy down there laugh laugh

until i cn drop tears everytime, seriously...

deep down im sad...

talk w/ dem abt it they oso dun understand.

soo...no use tellin any1

i wonder hu understands wad im tryin 2 express

w/in my heart...

i hv been tinkin n qn'in myself..

"do they reali noes wad im tinkin?"

"do they reali understand wad i feels?" (dk if they even care??)

"do they tink of wad i tink?"

"wad r fwens???"

"i feel im gttin worst in understandin dem."

"nt tat im gttin bad, its jus tat i feel ... is changin aft ... cum bac"

"hw 2 understand much more better than b4?? "

its borin!!! i wan play fun stuff!!